Deep in a thot

An ocean of darkness,
And, a mind that overthinks;
Drowning in my own self,
While nobody sees.

Don't tell me it's in my mind;
Show me how to deal.
I know, soon, I will rise,
But today, help me heal!

Cuts and suicidal tendencies,
Growing demons in me.
So burdened by these,
Only if death makes me free!

A tinge of hope, a pinch of faith,
Is all I'm surviving upon.
Giving up, giving in,
Fighting for better tomorrow.

---- Inshahallah Everything will b ok in a while :)